maddy

Well sun is not coming  our way,, so we are going to go get it….

mike and i are cozumel bound on thursday taking a cruise, to go have a few margaritas and some deep sea fishing, and going to get some sun for everyone back home..

we have lost the diet mode for the past few weeks its been out the window, not saying we are giving up completely, just had it,, we need a little fun and getting cabin fever, we will hit it hard again when we return from our cruise,on may 2nd.the sun is just taking to damn long to come,, long island is  swimming these days,, and we are getting in the funk! and need to bust out!! so  nothing little jose’quevo.won’t cure…bon voyage amigos.

Happy Easter World, and as we all settle in to spend some times with the familes and have a nice Easter Meal, Take alook at who is there and those who aren’t  maybe there somewhere else breaking bread with other family members ,or not with us any longer.we remember times shared .and think of last year, and how the family changes from year to year..

as we get older  we seem to have a ever changing  world and its not like when we were younger and it was about looking good and growing up and what friend i am going to hang with today,, its about building blocks and memories and getting together as much as possible and being greatful for the moment and what is now…for today i will have no caloie counting, i will have a great time visiting family, playing games and sharing chocolate easter bunnies and colored eggs, .for  now i will be…… every year has been different, every holiday since  my sister in law died, i take a mental note and say a silent prayer to who i wish was still there.and thankful for those who are..

and i am writing a blog to thank you all for those who take the time to read  the blogs i write which hasn’t  been much lately , i been just reading them instead , i thank you all for the support and the responses and the caring to share about your journey experiences as well.its not a journey .but it is what we make it, and i rather  be happy sometimes and not always beat myself up over what i ate and should of could of’s…i survived the week i am still able to walk and talk and fill my life with things that make me happy and one day if i make it to goal will be just a added bonus.. love to all

 ,,wow what happen to all those beautiful people..all the buddies seem to have turned animated power people and   ,confused who is who now,, everyone transformed to a wonder  person women in some way shape or form,, hehe! as  a former red  team member CONGRATS ,..you all seem to be holding your own,, what ever does the trick stick with it,, no matter what character you transform into,, have fun,, and enjoy..good luck to both teams,,

 …And I meant holy moly!!

have i been busy!! let me catch you up on  my world!!

besides being newly engaged and everyone in there mothers wants to take us to dinner,we been pretty contained besides the carafe of wine i polished off at dinner the other night!!!didnt know wine could do that too you!!!..

But spring has sprung and  you can see it in the world everyone is spring cleaning and walking  the neighborhood, it’s good to see everyone again.. we hibernate in the winter.. and poke our heads out in the spring,, well pretty soon we will be camping and bar-b-ques .hmmmm love that time of the year

well anyway.i hope everyone is doing well on there program of choice.to help you loose weight, mike and i have been doing good ..we been walking almost everyday with the dog at the park!! and now we can’t get hime to stay inside , he thinks everytime we put our sneakers on,,, its time to play!!..

well a few weeks ago i wrote a small bog about the group  at work i started  ,, and if anyone had some suggestions and ideas ..no ideas yet.. but thanks for the support..for those who did respond,,..

i must say music is a great thing in life,, soothes the savage  beast and makes you exercise, and not realize it.. i  got myself a little ipod shuffle..tiny little thing.. clips right on to my jacket or pants or whatever your wearing that day!! and it holds about 12 hours of music,, pretty cool, mike thought i was regressing because basically we  like country music as we are getting older.  but i had  him down load all dance music,,with the exception of a few country songs and well amazed how that little bitty thing has me dancing around like a fool..

fathers day weekend .we’ll be walking for american cancer society.an over night relay walk for our loved ones who won there battles and those who lost..always a good feeling to do something in honor and in memory..as for everyones life in some way or another has been effected with someone we know..if not personally..

well its been a while since i blogged and read any blogs but i wish you all and your families as i do my own, a Blessed Easter..contain yourselves with the chocolate bunnies. and enjoy each other..

mikes as happy as apig in mud,,FLOUNDER SEASON STARTED.. and guess where my little fool is ,,yep,,fishing early this morning.. whatta nut!! he’s going to freeze his gonades off.. but he’s happy ..so it don’t matter. and of course i am going shpooing for the kids for easter, we have no children between the two of us but we have spoiled neices and nephwes,,don’t ya just love those kinds of aunts and uncles!!..take em” spoil them and send them back home to mommy and daddy!!..

well till next time  buddies,, take good care of yourselves and remember its not the size and the clothes that makes the person,,its the person.. so stay happy..and peace be with you..