maddy

Well todays my birthday and what a week i had,, well not going to mention a diet this week i lost enough weight last week for this week  to slide, and get back on track and to the grind next week,, no stress about it,  here  comes fall… and walking weather and colorful leaves and everything is getting ready for a new season,, happy fall..autum is a beautiful time of the year!!changes.. always a good thing

Sounds obsurd but yep but the buddy slim master said after i added my weight lose i got a two thumbs up and a white start  for reaching mini goal..but 5 lbs this week, actually i took off the 2,8 that i some how found last week and 2 extra,  was glad to see that i stayed determined and focused on taking the 2.8 off and  well the other 2 was a added bonus,15 all together,, yeah!! good week kim and i had we been loosing consistantly and well we certainly learned what could happen if we don’t eat all our points,it shows at the scale i been a bad bad girl,, although  eating less you think you would loose but we need it to fuel our bodies, sounds good to me,, i love to eat!! well have a great week

And well sometimes i just have to thank God i am a girl and when i have those bad weeks i could just choke it up to being a female,, after all my mama use to say its ok your a girl and we have those days!..good excuse right? well anywaytommorow is weigh in and i feel confident i have taken those  added pounds  i gained last week off, but i dont want to count my chickens before they hatch!!so i will let ya know tommorow!! and well let me brush ya up on this week, was a busy week and    to spite the allergies kicking my ass, i actually feel pretty good. i  let it be sometimes what it is! and  think positive and  move on ,, i know what it is i have to do,, so  just do it!! easier said then done , when things happen out of the clear blue and you didn’t plan ahead, but thats  why spotanaity is  so much fun!! ya never know.. i am starting to sound like a wack a doodle..must be those damn hormones!! as long as i don’t start  getting facial hairs  and walking like i have a  set… hehe well  i do hope everything is going your way and your in control till tommorow!! be happy

Well i have to say if one more birthday gets in the way!! its like one challenge after another , and wouldn’t ya think i have to go and have a birthday saturday myself,,grrrr……after a week i had, gaining  almost 3 lbs and can’t explain it except to choke it up to female problems and  deal with it but this week the next 3 lbs will be birthday cake.. its like a hurdle you jump every time you put something behind you, and well,female problems still not over, another  Dr. appointment tommorow, and  it just seems like i haven’t stopped since last week, finally caught up on my house work today and feel good about that,,yeah,, love  love  love that,, and well i opened my windows the other night and well guess who let the allergies in,,,yepper i have a nice allergies going  on now,, means more medicine,, more weight,, geeessss. never ends.. one thing  accomplished then here it comes all over again.. well in any event i truly hope all  of you are doing well facing every challenge as it comes , and staying motivated.. take care and blog soon

Well went to weight watchers tonight and for the life of my  don’t know what happen, i gained almost 3 lbs back and don’t know what the hell went wrong wasn’t that bad of a week and the only thing i can think of is the few  bad days  that really weren’t that bad in the begining of the week , and then the female problems that i been experiencing all month, and went for a sonogram today and well i did drink 32 oz of water for the test but i dont think i held all that in before the weigh in!!!well i could sit here and try and analyze step by step of the week in review, but the fact of the matter is!!!it is what it is!!and just have to work a little more harder at it then usual  .. i am not discouraged or giving up in anyway,, but just that seems like a extremely large amount of weight for a half way decent week,,grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr,,,,,,,,,, ok,its over.. its out and i am moving on, i have 3 lbs and more to take off by next wednsday,,

Well Good Morning Buddy Slimmers… well kind of been a weird week… i truly can not even say how i did on program, thought i did ok, but scale is saying something different to me!!so i guess i will just have to stay off the scales till weigh in day on wednsdays!!but i had some challenges and have some more coming up this week, alot of birthdays and end of the summer BBq’s so,, its all unwinding  ,, then here copmes the holidays right around the corner, so if you see alot of blogging from  this end of town means i am having a melt down,, and generally when you see alot of senseless blogging from me means i am having a moment of insanity and need to reprieve myself from going off the deep end and indulging, although i seem as though i can control myself,, sometimes!! FORGET ABOUT IT.. i am only human..well have a great head start to a hopefully nice week, i am  going shopping,,

thank you all for your concern, i was feeling  kind of sluggish, but nothing a little rest and vitamins didn’t cure , i actually started taking vitamins a few days ago and feel energetic again thank GOD,, didn’t want to have anything alter my losing streek,,hope all is well with everyone this week and  getting out and enjoying the weather and this beautiful land God gave us,, go and  buy some of those beautiful fall flowers and celebrate fall,, yeahhhhhhhhhhh walking weather,,don’t forget october is breast cancer awareness  month,, GO GET YOUR EXAM!!

I must be coming down with something. for the past two days i been really exhausted and tired, like i have no energy, making dieting alot more harder, because you need to eat to burn my candle at both ends, but i don’t even have an appetite, i have been pushing myself though to get through my day, i think i am going to go and take a nap!! talk tommorow , and have a awesome safe weekend all.

don’t  want to  gloat , and put the whammy on my , but  my tracker  is moving in the right direction,,2 more lbs this week, yeahhh!!! im excited and happy my sis n law lost also,ok here’s to another week down,,

Before i end this evening and  turn  down the computer ,, and say good night to you all,

i want to take this small moment  in time to remember those we lost in 9/11  hard to believe its been 6 years , and i can remember it like it was yesterday. the day so manys world stopping turning and changed our lives forever, having been effected in  such a profound way,of knowing  people who lost loved ones and having something this tragic happen so close to home ,  and knowing fear to the depths of my soul for the first time in my life,it was like a night mare,.. i still get chills and have a hard time looking at those pictures of that day that connected you and me as more then just fellow americans but as my sister and my brother, i pray that for those of you who have lost immediate family on that day. GOD continues to strengthen you, and those around you hold you and support you, and  for our  troops who are still fighting  for us WE LOVE YOU  and want you home safe ..how much more  blood do we need to shed .., before its the end..