I did what i didn’t want to do…….

Yes I let life get the best of me..

 it’s been one heck of a journey and once again i put myself on the back burner, for family, friends and it’s myself to blame so i will not  play the victim here, i always   allow myself to get to caught up in personal things that , i don’t even  notice myself slipping away!

and i will be the first to admit, i didn’t even know i was on a diet for the past two months and yes 10 lbs creeped back up on me, that fast. i always known i was a emotional eater ,  but i was like a gluten, and never even noted what i was shoving in at the  time, till i couldn’t even walk away from the table, sickening, i  never once  stopped paying for weight watchers , because of the  monthly pass payments its made life alot easier to get back on track to go back to the meetings , so here i am back on track in 2008, to feel great.  and change my emotions toward life.i changed the kitchen around once again, and this time i even changed the junk draw everyone must have where you throw everything in , scissors,tape, pens pencils and anything else you hide in there, made that the smallest draw in the kitchen now! so i am looking foward to know more junk in my trunk!!..

but i must say, i am glad i didnt put back all my weight or i would be totally bummed, but i wouldn’t of given up ..just started again!

well happy new year to everyone, and may this year be a lighter journey

5 Comments so far

  1. april423 @ January 5th, 2008

    Oh girl make 2008 about you!! You are important and you can’t fully be there for others if you aren’t there for yourself!

  2. dianka93 @ January 5th, 2008

    You are not alone in starting again. Together we can succeed!

  3. Donnasblog @ January 5th, 2008

    You’re not starting over, you just took a scenic route for a little while. Makes the goals all the more enjoyable to reach. Good luck! I know you can do it!

  4. arewethereyet @ January 6th, 2008

    Welcome back to the journey. I think this scenic route is to be expected. I’m glad you’re back!! Ellen

  5. kamaperry @ January 6th, 2008

    Welcome back! Make yourself a priority this year! You can do it! Hugs!

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