maddy

Heard on the radio this morning , a list of ten things that truly  make people genuinely happy and you  will be suprised to know. it’s not being  beautiful and as skinny as a model…because people would rather be truly happy then pretty,

and it’s not money….people   feel internally happy giving then   being rich

 they say millionares are not truly happy because  people who volunteer and give of themselves  are more forfilled in life. then someone who is rich and don;t know  what to truly do with leisure time ( although it wouldn’t hurt having money) hehe..

 but the list truly made sense  they mentioned that  as we get older we are more happier in life , and deal with life  in a more bias less stressed way because you  lived through life experiences. so  80’s don’t look to bad…  you will be truly happy then

but to be quite honest with you i know i blog and bitch about how i can not get on the band wagon,but in all reality i am not unhappy with my life, just want to  lose some weight to enjoy more in life and be around to reach 80 to be totally  in peace , and say wow ! i did it all…

 i learned  that when you play you pay later, and sometimes  watching every little thing you do gets old at times and just want to enjoy and well thats what i have been doing  for the past 5 years, living….

 i went through a wicked divorce 10 yrs ago and been on a roller coaster  of life   and met some real assholes along the way,

but now. i am in a spot i am comfortable in and with someone i truly call my bestfriend, and we been going through some health issues and  need to really step it up to enjoy  our time together as a couple, we fill our lives with fun and new adventures , love traveling and camping bought a trailer and we live at the beach most the summer, we have  quads and   love fishing on the boat,we volunteer and mike a fireman and member of the coast guard aux. I volunteer for the  nursing home

 so.tell me for two active people…. why the hell are we fo fat. i just don’t get it..

but we are Happy.. go figure,..

so not really complaining just want this for the two of us,, so i will be here blabbering away till i jump in and hold myself accountable for my own actions and  make eating a good habit