There’s gotta be a better way!!!!

No, i haven’t fell off the ban  wagon yet,, but i am going over the deep end, there are just some days that are so challenging and hard to get through, so you take a little bite to get you through the temptations so you don’t indugle and , i swear to you that little bit must be the  bite that consumes most the fat , and i know i should not have done this but i stepped on the scale and it said i am back up 2 lbs and i was like i should of ate the whole friggin thing with those results and i promise you  i have been good, cooking at home and now i been adding water to my day have not touched a glass of soda in 3 weeks and i am over that now,  my pms is really pissing me off, i am getting on my own nerves these days, i could tell myself f&*& off… anybody  ever have one of these weeks,  i was talking to a girl who had the lap band and   and she looks phenominal and i say damn why do i torture myself,   i try every thing and still have this yoyo syndrome gain and loose the same hundred lbs for 30 yrs and  i am getting mad at myself for even feeling like this , i have actually been cool calm and collective till yesterday, and well i guess i will hang in there till tuesday and see what the scale says then, grrr…….

5 Comments so far

  1. somemansdream @ January 17th, 2009

    Is everyone hiding from you? lol. Girl, I get like that during pms time. Hang in there though, you will make it through.
    As for the lap band or any other surgery. Personally, I figure if you can go through all that to lose weight…then you can do it the natural way–lot less risk to your health..no infections/reactions from surgery etc. I have to admit..I dont know much about that particular surgery.
    Come on girl, stick with us…you can do this. Debbie

  2. khmerbeauty @ January 17th, 2009

    “I am getting on my own nerves..” Maddy, can I relate to that statement.

    I’m sorry for the gain. I hope it’s just water weight as you are drinking more water. I don’t think you need to go the lap band or surgery route either. This way is harder but when you succeed, the victory dance is much sweeter.

    Like Deb said - hang in their hon!

  3. celticmyth @ January 17th, 2009

    Your prollay bloated and that is the 2 extra pounds. And I know the feeling of the darn Aunt Rosie. You can do it, I know you can!

  4. kamaperry @ January 18th, 2009

    I am sure the 2 lbs is from water weight, stay consistant and don’t give up.

  5. danakinman @ January 27th, 2009

    Hang in there. We are all with you on this. I know it is tough, but now I have to be accountable for what I eat. I find myself asking if it is workth eating those extra calories when I know I do not want to burn them off later.

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