Well ………..When it rains it pours!!
I just can’t standz no more!!
well as if the past weeks haven’t been bad enough, one more thing had to just happen, i tell you it’s been years since things rolled like this in our world, and well my fiance was rushed to the hospital,in A-fib, for those of you who have no idea what that is , it is a extremely rapid heart beat, and i spent since thursday in the hospital with him, i told him if he didn’t want to start wedding plans he didn’t have to let me know this way!..trying to make fun of the subject, but i have to honestly share with you all…….I am Extremely exhausted and it seems to be one thing after another, mike is home and safe now and i am taking care of him but he is scared to death that the A-fib will reoccur..one thing is he now recognizes what it feels like and he will go directly to the hospital if it happens again,.well my parents are ok..since the accident and well they still relive the scene with the lady flying out the window and unfortunately she did not live. and the ambulette driver , i believe is in big trouble, it will be a law case now, so the sega continues, and well i shared my one brother is going to foreclosure but the reality is going to try a quick sale before it foreclosures but a little to late, well she did a open house yesterday and she opened the windows and unlocked the doors so people could help them selves in and out and well the real estate agent neglected to lock the door when the open house was over and YEP!! guess what!! the house was burgularized,, as if his luck is bad enough, ..lord i pray this black cloud leaves real soon, because i need a vacation…
so dieting……no watching what i eat …yes being aware of what i am eating and no soda in about 3 months and i don’t even miss it, i maintained the 7 lbs down. but i have to say it is the furthest thing from my mind.
i have to take care of whats at hand ….take care of things that are a priority and help those who need me most…in the process i am still keeping my goal in sight.i thank you for those of you who have been following my blogs and understand why i haven’t been a good buddy for now, and when time allows and things settle down i will be here to catch up on all of you importnant to me, in the meantime you do what you have to do and take care of yourselves and be happy, take the time for yourselves …..you never know what tommorow brings.
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Wow, I can’t imagine how you can focus on your diet with so much going on.
I guess as you said, take time for yourself. Focus on one day at a time and the little things (like 3 months without soda…awesome).
Sorry to hear that your partner is ill. I hope things get better for all of you really soon. You’re in my thoughts.
So sorry so much has happened…take care of you!
Wow, you sure have alot on your plate, be sure and take some time for you. Hugs, Kama
I am glad your fiance is home and feeling better. I am sure that was very scary. Also, I am happy to hear your parents are doing better but that is so sad the other lady passed on and that they love on to remember the site. So terrible. And what a bummer for your brother. That is awful too. I can see why you have not been able to log on very often, Maddy. Take care of you and keep hanging in there for your loved ones—and yourself!