maddy

just can not begin to tell you how excited i am that i escaped the scale monster tonight, and lost 1.4 lbs . i suppose even though i made some wrong choices it wasn’t as bad as i thought, but have no fear i am not going to barter with the scale, i realize i am human and will have moments that i can recover from instead of doom myself,what a real mind game al this hoopla is  when trying to loose weight nothing is as hard as trying to lose weight!funny thing is i play alone because knowone rolls a dice and says ok!! eat that ice cream… i do it all on my own.i move on my own stratagize my moves on my own and cheat on myself..but the only reward is losing is an advance to the finish line.will i ever be finished,.. i will never know, its been years sinve i been out of the 200 and i still have a long way to go….we should make  the two hundreds club.. and try get out of the two hundreds,, oh how i would love to be 199..hehe…have a good night